Hi. I'm leaving this place.
I tried my best to be an "artist" with my own personality, but apparently I'm just someone who "inherited" some skills from someone else. I started to draw to stop being ignored and overshadowed, but things just got worse. I don't think this complex will ever go away, so I decided to go away myself.
Fuck this all.
Fuck all the hopes I had put in this shitty website.
I'm glad I've met some awesome people here, but I'm way too depressed to keep posting here and getting nothing but notes about this "inherited talent" and see my sibling getting all the success. If I had something nice in my life once in a while, I wouldn't be this bothered. But there is nothing nice for me anywhere and never will be, no matter how hard I try. I will always have to watch the others get what they want and probably be glad for them, but I'll never get a chance to be glad for myself. I thought I deserved more than this life, honestly.
I want to get rid of at least one delusion. So yes, this probably is a farewell.
Just let me know if I owe you a drawing, if someone still bothers to look at this page.
Listening to: Erectin' a River