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Sat Mar 22, 2014, 8:34 AM
Hi. I'm leaving this place.
I tried my best to be an "artist" with my own personality, but apparently I'm just someone who "inherited" some skills from someone else. I started to draw to stop being ignored and overshadowed, but things just got worse. I don't think this complex will ever go away, so I decided to go away myself.
Fuck this all.
Fuck all the hopes I had put in this shitty website.
I'm glad I've met some awesome people here, but I'm way too depressed to keep posting here and getting nothing but notes about this "inherited talent" and see my sibling getting all the success. If I had something nice in my life once in a while, I wouldn't be this bothered. But there is nothing nice for me anywhere and never will be, no matter how hard I try. I will always have to watch the others get what they want and probably be glad for them, but I'll never get a chance to be glad for myself. I thought I deserved more than this life, honestly.
I want to get rid of at least one delusion. So yes, this probably is a farewell.

Just let me know if I owe you a drawing, if someone still bothers to look at this page.

  • Mood: Miserable
  • Listening to: Erectin' a River
  • Watching: Metalocalypse


I'm your ordinary suicidal, bitter failure friend.

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DirakiaTheBraixen Featured By Owner Oct 4, 2015  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Heya Toki ^^
I hope you still come back sometimes on this page, cause i recently found a picture form th Medic youve made and then went through your whole gallery and i really blame myself for not noticing you earlier so that at least one person more maybe gives you a bigger hope :T
But if you really dont wanna be active here anymore, i would be pleasured to play TF2 with you here and there ^-^
All greetings and wishes from me, Dirakia~ 
Ask-Antworker Featured By Owner Jan 31, 2015
Heeeeey, uh.. I know it's been sometime since you left, but some peeps still kinda miss you, myself included. Anyway, uh.. Happy Birthday man 
marikfan333 Featured By Owner Jan 31, 2015
Happy birthday~!
Madam--Kitty Featured By Owner Jan 27, 2015  Hobbyist General Artist

Hi. wanna join my group called Anti-illuminati-01? anti-illuminati-01.deviantart.…

P.S. The group is about politics in case you were wondering.

P-sychotic-senpai Featured By Owner Aug 22, 2014
w-wait! I like your art!!! ;^;
PegasusPowers Featured By Owner Aug 7, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
aaah i love your art <3 could i maybe get your tumblr??? o: 
Knifapotamas Featured By Owner Jun 20, 2014  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Lovely art. ^^
Tokiuru Featured By Owner Jun 20, 2014
Aw thanks pal!
gaarakunsgirl Featured By Owner Apr 29, 2014  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Nice stuff :D
StrictlyAshleyDee Featured By Owner Mar 24, 2014  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
WAIT WAIT. I thought you lived near Massimo? Why does it say Norway? What happened here? Did you move?
MasterTubaman Featured By Owner Jun 29, 2014
Notice the name Toki. It's from the show Metalacolypse and the guitarist Toki is from Norway. Dey still in da Italys.
Rosenfox Featured By Owner Feb 27, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
Hi there, I just wanted to say that I love your gallery!
Keep up the fantastic work~
SunshineAlways Featured By Owner Feb 17, 2014
Thank you for the favorite!
Remon-desu Featured By Owner Jan 31, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
Happy Birthday~ :iconhappyskipplz:
falldance Featured By Owner Jan 31, 2014  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Happy Birthday! :party:
Serket-XXI Featured By Owner Jan 31, 2014  Hobbyist Digital Artist
happy birthday dear~

2813@2x by EulerStalker  

I hope you will finish my sketch request.....
spadiekitchenqueen Featured By Owner Jan 31, 2014  Hobbyist Writer



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64SuperNintendo Featured By Owner Jan 30, 2014  Student Filmographer
Happy birthday!
BirdhouseIYS Featured By Owner Jan 30, 2014  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Happy Birthday! I hope you have a good one!
Cateaclysmic Featured By Owner Jan 15, 2014  Professional Artisan Crafter

BugsArtCorner Featured By Owner Jan 7, 2014  Student General Artist
Thanks for the fave!
Temptia Featured By Owner Jan 5, 2014  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Thanks for the fave! :D Go go Metalocalypse fans!!
thetruewizardkitty Featured By Owner Jan 3, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
Thanks 4 the fav :hug:
Tokiuru Featured By Owner Jan 3, 2014
Totally deserved, mate!
SeaofOpals19 Featured By Owner Dec 30, 2013  Student Traditional Artist
:iconnekolplz::iconthanksplz: Thanks for the fave! It means so much! :)
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